Monday, May 31, 2010

PLEASURE PARTY


It was a night I would never forget. It was supposed to be an innocent party. Allan was having some trouble with me for some time now. Dealing with his wife and with his extra marital rendezvous with me was becoming more and more complicated with the passing of the tides. So he decided to bring to his friend Jack to my 19th birthday party.

Jack is the typical self made man. He's a member of the "Sipag at Tiyaga" club. After finishing Applied Chemistry in one of the top State Universities in the country he climbed his way to the top of an international pharmaceutical company.

Had that night ended after Jack and I had sex, it would have been fine with me. I wanted everything to fast forward to next week and continue hitting on Allan.

Apparently, the whole group was rejuvinated by what they just witnessed. Now more than ever, everbody wanted to hook up. When Jack and I rejoined the table, everyone else wanted to continue with the game. I mean, we could have skipped with the formalities and went on straight sex, but I doubt these girls are up to an orgy.

Suddenly one of my neighbors, the old teacher, came storming out of her house - cursing and yelling at us. She was very upset with the noise we were making. "Ano bang akala nyo dito, night club! Ambabata nyo pa kung anu-anong kabulastugan ang pinaggagawa nyo!" She was obviously referring to Chinnie and Val. They are the only two in the group who really looked young.

Her husband came and calmed her down, man handling, dragging her back to the house. Before the old man closed the door, he flashed me a smile. He must have know how to party too in his younger years. I planned on drinking with the old man in the coming days. I knew he could teach me some old tricks... and perhaps enjoy his prick in so many other ways than one.

So we all sat there and continued with the game. This time there were only 7 of us - me, Allan, Val, Chinnie, Jack, Audrey and Paula. As the game wore on, nothing much changed. The dare stayed the same - Kissing for 2 minute - only everbody kicked it up a notch. I dont exactly remember who won the next rounds. But I remember who did who.

Allan and I had a chance to be intimate. We actually kissed too, but not as wild nor as passionate as the others had done it. I didn't hug him or anything. While we kissed, no other parts of our bodies touched. After 2 minutes, as I prepared to go back to my chair beside Jack, Allan stopped me.

He made me sit beside her, lifted both my legs and rested them on his lap. He even took my right arm and put both his arms around it - then put his head on my shoulder. It was then that I understood.

The kiss we just shared was out of consequence. I understood that we would do it again in the near future, under different circumstances. He had slowly endeared himself to me - the way he whispered sweet nothings to me during that movie house incident, the way he quietly looked at me as I shamelessly fucked Jack in front of him. He genuinely liked me. That time more than ever, I decided I'd make him my boyfriend. I had fallen in love with him.

I know that's a fucked up thing to say after I just banged another man. But, hey, that's how I felt.

Audrey and Jack went at it. She sat on his lap while they kissed. It got wild at some point so they fell off the chair.

Paula had his chance with Jack too. Not to be outdone, Jack kicked it up a notch. While they kissed he grabbed her ass and stood up. They kissed while she had her legs around him and he carried her around the garden. It was a scene straight out of a porn movie.

I had wanted to laugh at the whole thing. Minutes ago, I was sucking his dick like it's made of candy. Now these two other girls were making out with him like he's got the freshest meat in the world.

Before we started the next round, Chinnie noticed something on Audrey's head. She fell off the chair earlier and hit his head hard on the ground. Blood flowed from her head, soaking her shirt. The girls panicked. I ran upstairs to get some first aid and some new clothes. We took a break from the game and started treating Audrey's injury.

Jack used this chance to take me from Allan. When he wasn't looking, Jack grabbed me by the arm and led me to my room again. "I want more." he said.

Did I resist? Did I think about how Allan would feel? Have I had enough of the fucking that night?

HELL NO.

I don't know if it was the alcohol we had been drinking or if he was jealous with me and Allan. One thing wass for certain though. Jack was hell bent on fucking me, and we fucked as much as we wanted before that night ended.

I looked at my watch and found it was way past 3. When I looked down on the others from the window, they had been cleaning up. Time to call it a night. Jack and I went down to help them.

Audrey, Chinnie, Jack and Allan stayed. Val took a cab home. Paula, who realized she's not gonna get anywhere with the girls that stayed, went home as well.

We all gathered to rest in my room. Audrey, Chinnie and Allan lay on my bed. Jack and I fixed a futton on the floor. We were all well into dozing off when we were awakened by a familiar, slapping sound. I was not at all surprised to see Allan humping Chinne while she bent over. Audrey furiously licked her from behind, injury or no injury.

I looked,Jack was awake. That was easily one of the most awkward moments of my life. I wanted to fuck some more... but with who?

Jack, always the aggressor, made the decision for me. He got up and immediately asked me to work on his dick. I ate it like a starving african feasting on a gourmet meal.

I had a problem reaching orgasm. While Jack and I were having sex I was looking at Allan. I wanted to reach out to him but at the same time I couldn't stop fucking Jack. He felt so good he literally had command with all of my body, but my mind was fixed on Allan alone.

While Jack bent over and took me from behind, I finally had my chance to talk to Allan. It between thrusts I called out to him. He opened his eyes. My hand suddenly moved on its own and grabbed Allan's dick. While I was getting fucked by Jack from behind, I sucked Allan's dick. He wasn't at all against it. I thought it was just a matter of time 'til Allan let go all of his inhibitions... and I was right.

Allan came down from the bed and joined in on the action. He knelt beside me and we kissed passionately - while I continued to be banged by Jack from behind...

That's all I can remember from that night. When I woke up the following morning everyone was gone, except for Allan who was reading the morning paper while sipping a cup of strong coffee at the veranda.

"Good morning whore..", and he smiled a sheepish grin.

"TANG INA MO!", I laughed.

Sunday mornings have never been as perfect as this.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

MAN WHORE HUNTING

There are very few moments in my life when I don't like myself. It's those moments when I let myself down for being a raging bitch. How?

I keep my word. I am always truthful. It is a trait that has endeared me to my friends. I cannot tell you how much I am totally different from them before. They are cool guys who get unbelievable ass on a daily basis. They would have thrown me out if only for one thing, I keep it real.

My friend was about to marry this guy back then, his name is Nathan.They've been dating for more than 3 years. One look at him and I knew he was a prick. I had no second thoughts about telling my friend about it. She didn't listen. I continued to bug her about this, but she would have none of it.

I love my friend. I was not gonna let her make the worst mistake of her life. So on a party months before their wedding, I set out to save her.

I waited 'til everyone was all tipsy and hammered. When I saw the man whore excuse himself to relieve himself, I followed him. I waited outside the men's john. When he got out, I asked him if there was anyone else in there. He said no, then I told him I really needed to pee but the girl's CR was full. I asked him to join me inside as a look out. I was so not surprised that he agreed. Inside, he asked me if I needed any help taking a leak since I looked tipsy. I told him he could help me unbutton my Levi's as I peed cause Im feeling really weak and could barely stand up. To this, he jumps me and starts kissing me while my back was against one of the toilet booth doors. I tried to stop him but his hands was sliding down the string that kept my thong in being intact.... Then he slowly reaches down over my wetness and started rubbing his right thumb on my clit while guiding me to turn towards the walls. While my face was right smack on the bathroom wall, he speedily unbuttoned my blouse so that my taut nipples would rub against the cold tiled surface of the small cubicle.

"I am so not doing this with you just so you can text me tomorrow morning and tell me you were just drunk.", he said.

"Shit Nathan, mali 'tong ginagawa natin... Baka may makahuli sa atin dito...Ohhhh tang ina ang sarap! Please stop, lasing ka lang...", I moaned while he started rubbing his hard cock on my bare back.

"Sino bang mukhang lasing sa 'tin" he replied.

"Ok, sino ako? Ang layo ng mukha ko kay [friend's name]"

"Tang ina naman eh ang libog mo. Alam mo, since day one pa nung pinakilala ako sa inyo ni Clarrise target na kita. Sabi ko sa sarili ko mas masarap ka yatang buratin!"

"Nakakatawa ka! Syempre alam ko. Ayaw mo ba?"

As soon as I hear the door opening I started kissing him again. He pushed his tongue deeper inside my mouth and kissed me harder. One of our guy friend walked in on us. "Tang Ina!" he blurts out. It took another 2 seconds before the man whore realized there was another person in the room. When he did she pushed me back and ran out of the bathroom. Our friend did the same thing. I saw him go straight to our group of friends before the door closes. I washed my face on the sink and gurgled before leaving the men's bathroom.

When I joined our table, silence enveloped the whole group. Even my friend was still there. She wasn't angry at all.

She was crying.

Silently - her two hands covering her face. They were quiet sobs of despair. I bit my lip to refrain from crying when I saw her shoulders trembling... I have never heard anyone cry like that in my life, nor would I ever want to hear another friend of mine do that. For a split second, I thought maybe I should have let my friend continue with this farce.

Soon, we all joined her. Tears flowed even from the eyes of my frat brods, self-confessed toughies. We all mourned for the 3 wasted years of her life.

My closest friend, Danny, starts patting my back, as if to congratulate me. This was a hollow victory. I had triumphantly disillusioned my friend. But I had to break her heart in the process.

It turned out, every one of my friends knew a thing or two about the man whore's infidelities. They have heard rumors from friends of friends, but nothing to back it up. They thought they'd just let it go.

I'm no saint. I am a girl version of an asshole. I've had men beg and plead for a continued relationship. I've seen them wreck their lives, cursing their parents for me... leaving their wives for me - then leave them for another guy who are better cunt kissers than they are.

I can be a lot of things.

But I am as loyal as they come.

I'd die for my friends.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Allan

Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako sumama sa'yo nung araw na 'yon.
Napakabata ko pa at wala akong alam sa mga bagay na ikakikiliti ng aking imahinasyon. Dise sais anyos pa lang ako nun. "never been touched nor kissed" 'ika nga. Pero marahil dahil na rin sa excitement at curiosity dahil sa mga text message mo sa akin na nakakalibog naman talaga.

Pinili ko ang National Bookstore dahil dun ako comfortable. Napagusapan natin sa MIRC ang mga tungkol sa mga babasahing parehong kinahihiligan natin at dun tayo nagkasundo at nasundan ito ng marami pang topics at sunod sunod na phone calls. We were burning the lines all night at dahil likas ka ring bolero ay napapayag mo akong makipag-EB.

Mga twenty minutes na akong nagba-browse ng iba't ibang libro at wala pa ulit akong natatanggap na text message galing sa'yo. Medyo kinakabahan na ako nun...

Naisipan ko na lang na itext ka ulit.

"WR NA U? ko ung maputing grl naka micro skrt na denim at green na v-neck na shrt@purple bag. L8 po u ah."

After 10 minutes...

BEEP!BEEP!BEEP!

May message galing sayo:

"Nir na me."

Naiinip na ako nun. "Di ko alam bakit hindi ako umalis.. Siguro mas iwas gulo kung nag walk away na lang ako nun. Naisipan ko nang i-silent mode ang phone ko nun,resolved na na di ka na magpapakita.

After 4 minutes.


"Ikaw ba si Faith?", may biglang tumapik sa balikat ko habang naglalakad ako sa aisle ng children's books na malapit sa entrance/exit ng store.

Nagulat ako ng humarap ako sa boses na tumawag sa aking pangalan.

"Allan?"

Matangkad ka nga.Tama ang iyong pagkakadescribe sa sarili mo... Maputi at matipuno... Pero nagulat lang ako kasi you seems like my dad's age!

"Oo.", nahihiya mong sambit at sabay akbay sa balikat ko.

Naramdaman ko ang init ng iyong katawan nang madikit ang kanan kong suso sa tagiliran mo at bumulong ka sa akin, " Mabilog pala ang boobs mo Faith di mo naman nasabi."

Iirapan dapat kita pero pagtingin ko sa'yo di ko magawang magalit kasi ang cute ng smile mo.

"So, ano na ang plano?"

"Nood tayo ng sine, Allan may magandang palabas..."

Pumasok tayo sa sinehan at nagkataon na last full show and as ironic as it may seem, walang tao.

"Dun tayo sa dulo...", bulong mo sa akin. At hinila mo ako para umupo sa "KKK"- Kataas-taasan, kadilim-diliman at kalamig-lamigang sulok ng sinehan.

"Hindi kaya masyado nang malayo 'to?"

Ngumiti ka ulit at natameme na ako.

Pinaupo mo ako sa tabi mo. At umakbay ka ulit sa akin at bumulong ng,"Ang ganda mo pala Faith.Mabuti di ka natakot nang makita mo na may edad na ko?"

"Hehehehe, medyo po kaso badtrip naman yun kapag umalis na lang ako agad."

Ngumiti ka ulit habang hinahaplos mo ang buhok ko ng kaliwang kamay mo... Then bumaba ang kamay mo sa batok ko sabay masahe. Unti-unti akong na-relax at lalo akong nag-lean sa'yo.

"Anong gusto mong gawin ko Faith?"

"Ha?...."

Hindi mo na ako pinasagot unti-unti mong ipinasok ang kanang kamay mo sa plunging neckline ko...

"Teka... Allan, wala naman yata sa usapan ang..."

Hindi na ako nakatapos... naramdaman ko na lang na nilalamas ng kanang kamay mo ang kaliwang suso ko...

"Ang laki pala ng dyoga mo at ang lambot. Tang ina nakakalibog kang bata ka..."

Inimpit ko ang moans ko at baka may makarinig. Nanginginig ang aking katawan at di ko malaman kong ano ang gagawin ko. Takot ako sa'yo pero nasasarapan ako sa ginagawa mo sa akin.

Di ka na nakuntento sa paglamas ng dibdib ko. Biglaan mo kong hinalikan. Naramdaman ko na nababasa na ang panty ko at para akong kinikiliti at may gustong kamutin sa loob ng aking pagkababae.

Ganun pala ang first kiss. Para kang nalulunod pero you want to embrace that feeling. Nakakailang pero 'di na kita pinigilan gusto ko yung feeling...

Dahan-dahan mong kong pinatayo sa kinauupuan ko...

"Dito ka Faith... mas masarap maupo sa lap ko..."

Di na ako nakasingit pa... Kinalong mo na agad ako at tinaas mo ang mini skirt na suot ko. At mabilisan mong ibinaba ang panty na suot ko.

"Teka Allan baka may makakita... baka mahuli tayo ng guard...Baka..."

Nakaramdam ako ng matigas, mataba at mahabang sumusundot sa bukana ng puke ko. Shit, yun na ba yun? Kinabahan ako biglaan...

"Allan, don't you think we are going too fast?!?!?"

Idiniin mo pa lalo ang pakakakandong ko... Para na akong mawawarak... Mapapamura na yata ako...

"Allaaaaaan... Wag... Ang sakit... Tang ina, wag muna."

"Shhhh, babe. Trust me. 'Di tayo mahuhuli. Wala namang tao. Basta wag ka lang masyadong magulo at maingay... Sumunod ka lang sa sasabihin ko... Wag ka nang magpakipot Faith,puta pati butas ng pwet mo naglalawa."

Nagulat ako at naluha sa mga nasabi mo. Ni minsan wala pang nagsasabi sa akin ng ganun ka-brutal. Deep inside alam ko na dapat ko itong ikagalit pero parang lalo pa akong nalibugan.

"Allan, ipasok mo pa... Ang libog mong matanda ka! Tang ina, gusto mo bata? Gusto ko pakantot...Kantutin mo pa ako please... Ayan sariwa, warakin mo pa ako!"

"Puta ka talagang babae ka.Akala mo one time lang to? Babalik-balikan kita at lalaspagin. Neneng-nene ka pa, ang libog mo na."

Pagkasabi nito lalo mo pang diniin at pinasok ang titi mo sa biyak ko. Sobrang sakit pero habang hinahawakan mo ng kanag kamay mo ang balakang ko habang guma-guide sa pagtaas baba nito eh tinakpan mo naman ng kaliwang kamay mo ang bibig ko para mapigil ang aking pasigaw.

Gusto ko nang kagaitin ang iyong palad pero inalis mo ito sa pagkakatakip sa aking mga labi at nilamas mo ng dalawa mong kamay ang nagaalugan kong mga suso.

Ginawa mo akong jack hammer nung gabing 'yon Allan. Habang lumalakas ang mga impit kong ungol lalo ka pang ginaganahan. Binilisan ko pa ang pag giling... At naisipan kong hamunin ka pa...

"Shit Allan hanggang ganyan ka na lang ba? Wala ka palang kwenta hanggang text ka lang..."

"Puta ka talaga Faith, pakipot ka pa nung una... Putragis, ang sarap moooooooh! Kung sinabi mo nung una na gusto mo nang pakantot dapat noon pa kinayod na kita."

Iginiling ko pa nng iginiling ang balakang ko sa burat mo. At todo todo ang hagod ng matigas mong ari sa kepyas ko. Napakagat ka sa balikat ko siguro na rin dahil sa sobrang frustration dahil di ka makasigaw at dahil dito parang sinindihan mo pa ang kating gustong pakamot sa loob puke ko.


Hindi ko na ma-explain kong anong nangyari pagkatapos... Nasabi ko na lang, "Pakshet tingin ko malapit na..."

At parang bumuka ang langit at narinig ko na lang na sinabi mong, "Ohhhhhhhhhh....AHHHH-Ako rin."
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Mabuti na lang at nataon na walang tao at isang Jerry Bruckheimer film ang pinanood natin (na nangangahulugang malakas ang sound effects), walang kamalay malay ang guard at ang usher na may kababalaghang nangyari.

Hinatid mo pa ako sa gate ng bahay namin. At dun ko lang nabasa ang text mo ilang minuto bago tayo magkita...

"WR NA U? Ako yung naka-pulang polo... Yung may wedding ring."